But its not the music or the beat that places I Might
Be Wrong at the dead center of Amnesiac. Its not
the weight of it. Its the shifts in tone that do it -- the spasms
within the meanings of words and phrases that make I Might Be
Wrong an absolutely killer single and and perfect repository
for Amnesiacs suicidal leanings. Its the actor-like
way in which Yorke gives each line its own reading, rising from sleepy,
disinterested resignation to very intensely focused bitter anger as
though it were the most natural thing in the world. Its the
calm but crazed focus on how a thing changes when you say it twice.
Its frightening, is what it is. I used to think,
he sings, his intonation suggesting pained reverie; I used to
think, he repeats, drawing out the word think for
emphasis. Emphasis? Why? Heres why: he means I used to
think, but now Im certain. Think about the good
times and never look back, he says at another point, repeating
never look back with an almost inaudible but unavoidably
felt shift in meaning: the first iterations a suggestion, the
second practically character assassination. As commentary to Yorkes
ever-deepening monologue, which is almost certainly addressed to someone,
the music thickens and distorts; instruments are added, faded in quietly,
so that when we turn away from the narrators increasingly discomfiting
low-key tirade, we find that our once-comforting scrambly-guitarscape
has become a bubbling lava pit. When, near the end of things and possibly
near the albums interior End of Things, he sings Lets
go down the waterfall/Have ourselves a good time, its nothing
at all/nothing at all/nothing at all, anybody whos been
paying attention knows that were somewhere very near the mouth
of hell. Howd we get here? We were always headed here. All the
signposts are still visible -- the repetitive crab-walking guitar,
the wild-eyed keening man by the side of the road. They are not receding,
but we cant retrace our steps. We listen as Yorke repeats himself
again and again, pointing us toward the things we saw and didnt
worry about: when weve heard them two or three times, we recognize
them for the stumbling-blocks that they are, but by then its
too late. When we heard them first, we couldnt have known. More
so, even, than Pyramid Song, I Might Be Wrong
is cinematic in its sweep.
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